Thursday, December 24, 2009

Big things in little things

First of all, Merry Christmas to Everyone!!!
view of Lima from my roof

If somehow some of you don't know this, I like taking pictures. I would never call myself a photographer, but I just like capturing moments. I like seeing things that other people don't and then presenting it to them in a new way. So in that, this trip, I have fallen in love with the panorama. (Please click on these pictures and really explore the moment in which they were taken.)
night view of the Plaza de las Armas with Christmas decorations

This type of picture allows you to actually show what was going on there. Give a more complete perspective. But even more, it maintains the ability to see the little things that are going on. Each of these pictures that are in this post have so much happening in them that I find myself going back time and time again to see what was going on and the little things in all of them.
View of Avenida Bolivar at night from atop a hotel (just a couple blocks from my house)

So in a big way, I do find that is a big deal about my time here. We all can look into a situation and see the big picture. Here in Peru, the poverty is obvious and is extreme. The climate change smacks you in the face every day. The stories of the atrocities of the civil war create rivers of tears, but in each one of those, there is a story and there is a person, and there is a day and there is a moment.
Playa Las Minas in Parque de la Reserva in Paracas

But these stories don't have to be sad either. I am amazed at the stories of live and laughter that I encounter every day. I am amazed at the extreme similarities between the people of Peru and the way we live our lives at home. The other night Erika and I took my host sisters out to McDonalds and a movie. During our Christmas dinner last night, there was a "kids table" (I have graduated from that finally).
Ayacucho from an overlooking mountain

So, since it is Christmas, I encourage to focus on the the little things. The big ones can wait for next week. They will always be there and are usually pretty easy to see. But today focus on the little ones. Tell a story or more importantly listen to a good one. Relish that moment because these are the things that really make life great. Thank you to all of you who are in my life. I truly cherish you all. I miss you during this time. I don't miss the cold, but I do miss a good soy latte before breakfast. I miss family, friends, and home. But, as I've said many times before, home is about the people and I am so blessed to have another home. Not one to replace, but one to compliment the one I know and love. So thank you for all being in my life. I love you so much. Please check out our latest podcast (or just search "kuzka" in the itunes music store), newsletter (También en Castellano) or just send me an email (jtobiason08@gmail.com). I love you all and will talk to you in the new year because tomorrow I head out on vacation. So, listen to a real story today and find the little things that you may have missed and cherish that. Merry Christmas from Peru. The video below was midnight, Christmas Eve. It was amazing.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

La Oroya

Well, I think it is finally time that I address the biggest "issue" that I am working with down here. I've kinda skirted, referenced, joked about, podcasted, and slightly mentioned La Oroya and the Doe Run smelter that is there, but it is finally time to really dive into it. This is a not so short video that gives a little look into what is going on there.




I have mentioned inthe past, on the podcast, in our news bulletins, and in La Retama small bits about La Oroya. But here is my summary of what has led to it being listed as one of the most polluted cities in the world: The La Oroya smelter was opened in 1922 and subsequently expanded. The smelter can deal with gold, sliver, lead, copper, and lots of other elements and minerals. What makes this smelter unique is the way that it can deal with all of these elements together and at a lower grade than many other plants. La Oroya is one of only such plants in the world and therefore material from Peru and all over the world are brought there to deal be smelted. This also means that this plant is very difficult to "clean up" because of the complicated, unique nature
of what it does. There are also lots of companies around the world that are pretty keen on keeping it going because it is one of the only ways to get to whatever they need. From 1922 until 1974, the operation was owned by American Cerro de Pasco. Then it was nationalized and owned by the Peruvian state (referred to as Centromin) until it was sold to Doe Run (part of the Renco Group) in 1997. At this point, the output of the smelter went through the roof. Doe Run makes statements that their emissions perton (or whatever measurement they are using) is lower, which is true, but they were also producing at a much higher rate than the factory had ever operated at and therefore even more added to the pollution. Their charts always start at 1997, when they purchased the company. It does not represent the overall changes in lead and ohter toxins over time. (wikipedia article on it, Doe Run web site, in spanish)


As part of their agreement to buy the plant, Doe Run agreed to complete the PAMA (Environmental Remediation and Management Program) which called for various ecological improvements to the smelter. This was supposed to be complete by 2004. They were given an extension until oct 2009. In sept, they were given another 36 months to complete it. Doe Run makes says that they are broke and therefore can't complete the PAMA, but they have also sent almost $100 million to the owner (Ira Rennert) and an all time high in lead prices. Also, the plant has basically been shut down since June due to these financial issues, and doesn't look to re-open for another couple months.

I am really trying to look at this issue from as many sides of it as I can inorder to make my case and be in solidarity with the people in a way that is thought out. We cannot blame Doe Run for everything. They have only owned the plant for the last 13 yrs. There was many years of contamination before them (See for yourself on google maps how the city looks different from everything around). We cannot just blame the government for being spineless and bowing to the multinational coorporation. Peru is an "export" company, mining is the largest export and this is a model that is more or less accepted and sought by the international community with regards to countries like Peru. We can't just blame the Peru-US Trade Agreement for continuing this unbalanced, dependent form of commerce. We can't blame people for not caring. We also can't not do anything.

The big effect is on the lives of the people that live in La Oroya. 95% of the kids have elivated levels of lead in their blood. It comes from their mothers, through the placenta, and they are born into it. Also, the company basically owns the union. To work at the smelter is a good job. Those that work there can actually pay for things like food, shelter, beer, and prostitution (La Oroya has a higher number of prostitutes due to this steady income source). Therefore, the workers stand up for the company, but also know that if they speak out at all, they will lose their jobs.

So, what we are doing, as the Red Uniendo Manos, is working with a group, called Filomena, whose kids are organized and against the business that continues to poison their home. They are
all seeking better lives and futures. Right now, we are also connecting them with a group of students in Brooklyn (oddly enough, where Ira Rennert was born). They are having skype conversations to understand more about what the lives of the other are like, but also to learn how to be present and to really seek better lives for all. I am very proud to be involved in this process and hope you would too. For more information, please listen to our first podcast that is on La Oroya. Also, in the upcoming edition, there will be an interview with the director of Filomena on why she does what she does. Our podcasts are now hosted on itunes, so just type "kuzka" into the itunes store search bar and we pop up. It couldn't be easier. Become a fan of the Red Uniendo Manos Peru and Bridge of Hope on facebook.

Also, more pictures from my daily life (on facebook, but this link should work for everyone)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thanksgiving

Today is a special holiday. It is something that no matter how hard they try, it is still near it's roots. Just the name alone is different. Literally this is a day for the giving of thanks. I think it is amazing that it comes right as I have been pondering about the concept of gratitude. During my time at Whitworth, Adam Neder made a point in Great Themes of the Bible that since grace is a gift and thus there is nothing we can do to earn it, the ONLY response we have is gratitude. I really feel that here in Peru because my life is dependent on others and today I want to give you a shortened list of what I am grateful for:

God, Peru, My Family (Mom, Dad and Callie, but the extended family too), Erika, my Whitworth Friends, the YAVs, the other gringos down here, The Vargas Family (host family), Whitworth, CASP, Coffee, Human Rights and those who fight for it, Dry Toilets, Fair Trade, Gmail, Camerias, Water, Mts, Music, Snow, Books, Food, the ability to live simply, and so much more.

So right now, If you are reading this, we must have some sort of connection and to you I say "Thank you, from the deepest part of who I am, thank you for being in my life. Thank you for helping me become who I am. Thank you for being with me as together we look forward to the future."

What are you thankful for today?

Friday, November 20, 2009

Music

Before I start this blog, I do want to note that I do not 100% agree or condone with the things I link to. If they offend you in anyway, please let me know, but also take it with a grain of salt. There are lots of people out there with different opinions. That being said, this is not some sort of "prepare yourself for today's links" thing. They are along the lines of my normal stuff, but just wanted to put that little disclaimer in there.

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During my time here, I usually try to do the things peruvians do. I take buses. I eat from street vendors. As previously mentioned, I wear leather shoes. But last night I took a different view of being like a Peruvian and went to a concert by The Killers. I very much enjoy concerts. No ifs, ands or buts about it. They just make me happy. Last night was no different. It was interesting to see on so many different levels what was going on at La Explanada de Estadio Monumental that night. This was a band who said 3 sentences in spanish to the crowd, but everyone knew when to cheer. Is that because of training that when the singer stops singing or talking, you shout really loud or because it was a different demographic? It was by far the tallest group of peruvians that I have yet to be around. I was only slightly taller than average and didn't have my normal unobstructed view to the front. I know this indicates a different sector of society because it is generally known that as societies develop and people's diets become more complete, they get taller. This probably helps to explain the english understanding too. It was one of the safest feeling music venues I have ever been to also, which blew was completely contrary to what everyone told me before going. It was just 35,000 people there to forget about the violence of the 80s, the corruption of the 90s and the neoliberal economic problems of the 00s and just rock out.
But for me it was a night to let it all out. It is not that I have anything to complain about, but there was something about jumping up and down and screaming until I couldn't even talk that just made me feel at home. When people ask about my culture here, I usually explain that I'm from the home of Starbucks, Nirvana, and the 1999 WTO protests and releasing energy through the medium of really loud rock music just took me back there. So to the Killers, thank you. I was back at fair trade, translating, and good old NGO work today, but for that hour and a half I was just connecting to my community though the rhythms and beats and screaming guitar rifts. In the words of Cal Naughton Jr. "I like to think of Jesus like with giant eagles wings, and singin' lead vocals for Lynyrd Skynyrd with like an angel band and I'm in the front row and I'm hammered drunk!" Maybe less drunk, but if everyone around me is feeling the music too, I don't know if it matters.

This is my favorite song from the night. In the middle there is a line that is repeated that says "I've got soul, but I'm not a soldier." I love this line and have for a long time because I feel it does express me a little bit. I'm kinda into that pacifism stuff, but it doesn't mean I'm passive.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Peruvian odities

Over the last few days I have been keeping a list of random things about Peru that I have found odd and interesting. So I´m going to give you a little list and try to explain what I can:

80s Music - Oh my gosh, they love it. At both of my jobs we very often listen to 80s rock in the office. I´m not going to speak for too many of you, but I have always considered the 80s to be the middle school of 20th century. The music was awkward. You look back the hair styles all scream "What was I thinking?" But I have had multiple peruvians tell me that the 80s were the greatest decade of music. It is great because so many of these songs have humorous stories connected to them for me and my explaining of their significance to me to my coworkers probably makes them think I am even more crazy, but I really can´t help but smile every time that "Livin on a Prayer" "Lady in Red" come on. Also, everyone likes to sing along, even if they don´t know the words. A friend absolutely loves "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" and HE sings it at the top of his lungs every time it comes on. Same goes for singing on the bus, in the office, walking down the street. They aren´t on key, on rhythm, but they love the music.

Black clothing - I think this is true because black clothes and black hair go together really well. But I was in a meeting a couple weeks ago and was the only person not wearing black pants. It is a good look. Also the vest is pretty popular too. There must have been a "cold torso, hot arm" pandemic, but it is now solved.

Leather shoes - This is the older generation more than the younger. Everyone wears nice shoes. This is pretty standard for Latin America. I did buy some leather shoes so that I felt like i fit in just a bit more. I know tha ti am a foot taller than everyone else, am white, have blonde hair, and speak like a foreigner, but when I´ve got the shoes on, I feel like I fit in. I am yet to use one of the shoe shiners that are every where, but I kinda want to, just for the experience.

Converse All-Stars - If you aren´t wearing leather shoes or soccer shoes, you are wearing these. They´re huge, only in the younger generations though (30 or younger).

Wearing shoes in the house - Peruvians are never barefoot (unless they can´t afford shoes, different problem). In the mind of the Peruvian, if you go barefoot, you will get the "gripe" (getting a cold). When Susana (my host mom) came to pick up her stipend for October, Debbie asked her if everything was good with my situation. Susana got a serious face "there is one thing, he always runs around the house barefoot." As of yet, no gripe for me, but I do try to at least wear socks around the house more to not freak them out as much.

Warm drinks - please note that I say "warm." This means that all drinks are somewhere in the range of room temperature. If you go to the store/restaurant and order a coke or beer, you MUST remember to tell them "helado" (literally frozen or ice cream, but meaning cold). If not, your drink will come off the shelf and be brought to you. Again, because of the "gripe." If you drink cold beverages, you WILL get a cold. Conversely, if you get coffee or tea, it should come at a luke warm temperature. It will be warmer than a room temperature coke, but won´t be hot. A couple times, I took water straight from our water boiler and put it into my cup for tea and Susana started to warn me that I was going to burn myself). I did not burn myself, but everyone else waited for about 10 minutes before drinking their tea. Also, most people will eat their entire meal, and then drink their drink. They don´t mix apparently.

Buses - there are thousands. If I have to wait more than a minute for my bus, I´m annoyed because it is late. Mine cost either 50 centimos ($0.17) or 1 sol ($0.34) depending on which job I´m working at. I often can´t get a seat in the morning and therefore will stand the entire ride. Because of my height, my eyelevel is above the windows, so I have learned how to know when to get off just by looking at the curbs. Also, I can press my head against the roof for added support to keep myself from falling into the lady standing next to me with her head at chest level. Peruvians sleep all the time on the bus too. They have some uncanny internal bus clock that will always wake them up moments before their stop. I am proud to say that I did this exact thing the other day. I was taking a bus back from San Juan de Lurigancho (#9, I live in #21)and about halfway back on the hour long bus ride, I fell asleep. I woke up 30 minutes later, half a block from my stop. I´m quite proud of this. Also, the grocery store has a free bus that takes you to the store. It is kinda awesome. I wish safeway would do that at home.


You can´t buy beer in Perú unless you already have bottles - For those of you who do not already know, I am a fan of beer. I am not going to beat around this bush. It went so far as when I was in college, my friends and I made our own. This has not changed here. I do not drink too often, but do enjoy the occasional brew. The other day, Ginna was over to our side of town to pick up her monthly money for bus fares and such, so we decided to grab some beer. We went to the Metro, which is the grocery store in Pueblo Libre. We picked out what we wanted, went to the check out with our money in hand. When we got there, the lady told us we could not buy it because we did not have bottles to return. We were confused. In a state if not understanding, we left the beer at the counter and returned to the refrigerated section where we tried to make sense of the situation. We did not have bottles of empty beer because we have never had full bottles of beer. The exact statement was "we both have really expensive college degrees, we have to make sense of this somehow." After a little discussion, the decided route of action was to return to the check out counter and argue our case. I have to say that I am quite proud of the argument that I presented to the 4 members of the Metro staff and eventually the manager in order to be able to obtain beer, and believe my logical circle that I created to be some of my best spanish spoken in this country. Eventually we convinced them that we should be allowed to buy the beer, and now have bottles for future nights. Therefore, if you are in Perú and want beer, come talk to me, because you cannot purchase beer unless you have already had some. Catch-22s are real.

"Al Fondo Hay Sitio" - I have mentioned the popularity of this show in previous blog entries. It is huge. 3 of the 6 YAV families are addicted. More impressive is the popularity of the theme song. If I go a day without hearing it, it is an odd day. It is always on the radio in the bus. It has been played in live settings. One of the beer companies (that sponsors the show) has their own version of it that basically is about drinking until sunrise. (we decided that sunrise might be the only time one could actually enjoy drinking Bhrama because at that point, you probably don´t care about what you´re drinking) So, if you want to live a little peruvian, play this song every 2 hours for the next week, and you´ll get a little better handle on my life.

Greeting kiss - Many countries do this, Perú included. The tradition is one kiss, right cheek to right cheek. Girls kiss guys, guys kiss girls, girls kiss girls, guys do not kiss guys. The other day, I was at the grocery store with Ginna and ran into some friends (a girl and a guy). After talking for a while, we went our own way. As is the custom, we kissed to say good bye, I kissed the girl and then without thinking kissed the guy. I did not realize what I had done until I was a couple isles away. Ginna was looking at me really funny. Then it hit me. Holy cow, I just kissed a dude!!!! In my defence, since this custom is not customary to me yet, when I get in cheek kissing mood, I am in cheek kissing mood (Erika, please notice the word "cheek" in that sentence, just clarifying). Because it is all not customary, I just kept on doing it and moved on without thinking. The fine young strapping peruvian gentleman who I kissed, was a little surprised and (As I have since been informed) proceded to spend the rest of the evening laughing and repeating with great surprise and hilarity "¡¡¡Eso Tio me besó!!!" (Literally, "the uncle kissed me" but meaning more along the lines of "that dude kissed me"). I haven´t seen him since, but will fill you in on our next greeting.

These are just a few things that I have become accustomed to as of late. Just letting you all see a little of my life.

Photos:
1) Clown posing at CENCA event
2) Boy guards door at CENCA event
3) Girl Smiles at CENCA event
4) Graffiti in a building behind a CENCA event
5) Clowns perpare at CENCA event
(I have only had my camera for a few days and took 228 pictures at this event)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Holy 2 months of Perú Batman!!!!

First, I do want to apologize for my lacking as of late in blogging. I am sorry to you, but for me it has been a good thing. Wow, has it relaly been almost a month since I last wrote you all. oops. But as I was saying, for me it was a good thing because that meant that I have been busy. In that time, I have worked at a couple fairs (one on climate change and another was with the fair trade part of the Red), been all over Lima, been to Huanaco, and so much more. Therefore, in order to try and keep things to a reasonable level of length, you will not be recieving a complete update on everything that has happened in my life. Sorry. If you want to know, send me an email (jtobiason08@gmail.com) and whine about it.

I do find it interesting how deeply involved with my email I have become this year. I would say that this is one of those little things about growing up and working. I have always considered the "working world" to be the ones who are sending emails to clients and people all the time, but now I am there. Does that mean I´m a grown up too? During our YAV retreat, Anna and I had a good conversation about how it is strange to now be a couple years out of college and to be seeing our friends moving on and really doing good things with their lives. I have friends who are teaching, others who are business people, some who are working with kids and others who are doing things that I don´t even understand. My google reader is filled every day with blogs of friends who are all around the world serving people and looking at how to create a better world. Whitworth, this is a fact that you should be proud of, right now, out of my good friends in the class of ´08 college (Andrew, Cory, Scott, Caleb, Shannon, Lindsay, and me) are ALL ACTUALLY WORKING IN THEIR FIELD OF STUDY. How does that happen with that many liberal arts degrees? It is just something that I have been thinking about and it just makes me happy.


A week ago, the YAVs all got together to have our first retreat. It was a great time to get together and to hear more about what is going on in people´s lives than the few texts we send each other when something crazy happens (which honestly happens pretty often, so far my favorite comes from Anna: 10/3/09 "there are dead cuys hanging in my veranda..."). It was great to hear Alissa describe her real interactions with her family and the true pleasure/pain relationship that comes with living with kids. To hear how Alta is starting to feel the vibe in Huancavalica. To see Sarah Baja break all language barriers with local girls with volleyball. It was a really heartening experience. Also, we got out of Lima. Don´t get me wrong, I love Lima. Every day this city feels a little more like home, but there is so much more of Peru than this not so little smog filled city. I personally was challenged to be more intentional in my interactions and more present. This may also be a reason that blogs haven´t been coming lately too because I am trying to limit my evening internet usage because (as before mentioned) I use my email and therefore the internet a ton.


As a group, we are reading a book called Binding the Strongman by Ched Meyers. It is a socio-political look into the book of Mark. I am really enjoying it, but it also puts me to sleep due to its depth. When I can stay awake, I'll share more on it. Maybe you would want to read it too?


I do want to point out that today is November 2, that means that I have been down here for over 2 months. That is crazy. It has gone quite fast. That is kinda scary because I do have a fear that I am going to be back in Seattle wondering what happened and why everyone is speaking English. I am at home here, but I am still seeking to integrate myself more. As for personal changes, I do find myself waking up in prayer more than when I left. I am going to sleep reading more (Gracias! by Henry Nouwen, READ THIS BOOK , it is a journal of his experiences in Bolivia and Peru and often expresses my feelings better than I know how). My Spanish is better and I am getting my languages mixed less often. I so love being on buses or walking down crowded streets and just feeling a part of the humanity (and seeing over it all). I will never fit in, but I hope to feel more at home every day.


Ok, I´m going to call a end to this post. I am getting a new camera today. Going a month without it has been hard, but has taught me to live in the moment and thrive in it more than just try to capture it for someone else. But it will be great to be able to share more (the pictures in this blog are from my film camera, which was not stolen, but I don´t take that many pictures (art or life) with it because developing has had some issues). I´ll write again soon. Oh, yea, the beard went away. As cool as it sounds, beard dandruff is not cool.

Photos:
1) The Remnants of a shelter above the granja (farm) we were staying at in Huanuco
2) The door to my bedroom at the granja. Figurativly a door we're all walking through to some future or something
3) Sarah Chancelor (Sarah Baja) in the bus
4) Self pic of me with my beard
5) One of my coworkers at CENCA, Jesusa, explaining the ecological sanitation systems

Ending question:

Have you noticed changes in me during the last 2 months? Have you noticed changes in yourself in the last 2 months? If so, what? If not, why not? Is that a good thing?

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

CENCA

FYI: if you click on the blue words, there are links to related articles, pictures, and such. Just making sure everyone gets the full experience.

Well, I hate to make this be my normal reason for writing blog postings, but I have nothing else to do and am waiting for a meeting that supposedly will happen this afternoon. Since last thursday, I have been working at CENCA. They have been around for almost 29 years and have a very solid history of internal development. I am working on the ecological sanitation (ecosan) team. Our main focus is that we are helping to host an international conference on ecosan next November here in Lima. We are also doing various projects with helping people to get ecological toilets. The ones that we do are dry toilets. Inside the toilet there is basically two areas. In the front, is a funnel that diverts urine into a jug and then a hole that allows feces to fall into a bucket. Then a drying agent (we use a dirt/lyme mix). From there, the urine is left for 3-4 months to ferment and lose it's smell (though there are some who add mint to make it smell good0. Then it is a great fertalizer. The dry feces is then put in the compost pile and used as good soil. We have a section at a reserve in the southern part of Lima for research and demonstration of the system. It is cool because that reserve also takes the hand washing water from the neighboring school and diverts it into a constructed wetland for greywater treatment. Then we store it to either be sent back to the school for watering their garden or for watering our garden. The goal is to try and find ways to close the loop.

I am enjoying my time here at CENCA because there are more young people. We went to one of the guys houses last friday night and it is great just hang out. Also, there has been a couple hours of sun every day for the last few days. Not a full day, but I read today that we are looking at highs of 70 instead of 66. So we're picking up a little.

I got to cook dinner for my family on sunday afternoon. Creamy pasta, fried veggies, and garlic butter for bread (the latter was a HUGE hit).

This weekend is a 4 day weekend because tomorrow is a national holiday celebrating the Battle of Angamos during the War of the Pacific with Bolivia against Chile. I'm going to spend the afternoon playing soccer.

One thing I wanted to when I left, was to build a community between me, Peru, and you. How am I doing? What could we do to do better? Let me know. Love you all. Also, getting a camera soon is high on my to do list. I hate not being better at sharing what I see with you.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

A week and a half with the Red

I write today waiting for my computer to load some videos into imovie. It is rather strange to realize how much I have used technology during my time here. When I told most of you that I was going to Peru to do development work, I am willing to imagine that most of you thought of far off hills and valleys, living in a very rural setting. Basically, I was going to live with Pacha from The Emperor's New Groove. If you didn't you think differently than I do, because that was the image in my mind. But instead I live in Lima. In case you didn't know, Lima has an unknown number of millions of people (I have seen estimates between 8 and 13). The sounds of buses, taxis and trucks is a constant background of hums, honks, roars and rumbles as this city goes about its business. I live in a nice 2 story house in Pueblo Libre (one of the neighborhoods of Lima). I have wireless internet in my room, warmish showers (though the head is about 8 inches too low and I often end up taking my showers sitting down, and the picture is not of my shower, but one like it) and the opportunity to watch El Fondo Hay Sitio and El Show De Los Sueños. I eat more bread and rice than any other point in my life (the bread is FANTASTIC, and doesn't always look that cool, but tastes like it). During the last weeks, when I don't have my computer, I have walked to work. It takes about 30-40 minutes, but is a really nice way to wake up and enjoy the morning. I go through a park where most days about a dozen middle aged women do aerobics. Most of the walk is on the busy street called Bolivar. Lima is interestingly laid out because when you step onto one of the main streets, it seems to go on forever. When I cross them and look up through the smog and the ever-present low lying clouds, it really feels as I am living in one of the old National Geographics that we had to cut up for middle school reports. The other funny thing about the town is that because all the streets are so long and straight and because of the Spanish heritage here, the city would be more or less square. That assumption would be WRONG. If anything maps of Lima look like spider webs, with the main streets being the support strands and each individual road making up the web, which can ensnare and capture the most innocent and lost who venture into her grasp (ok, it really isn't that bad, but I like the image).

Here at the Red, I am mostly working to find ways to connect people around the world, especially in the United States with the work being done here. So I've made a facebook fan page, am writing the organization's newsletter, called La Retama (to receive it, just send me an email at jtobiason08@gmail.com or LaRetama.RedUniendoManos@gmail.com, first edition end of Oct), making some videos, and a podcast highlighting the stories, lives, and experiences in and around the Red Uniendo Manos. Oh, and whenever I get a camera, taking pictures.

Well, my videos have loaded so I can start working, but I just want to let you all know you are special. Check out the links on my previous post for new pictures or my flickr for the artsy ones. You're all great people. Thanks for being in my life.

Oh, I almost forgot. The survey. Here are the results:
Keep on growing: 6 votes, 50%
What it is now: 4 votes, 33.3%
Stubble: 1 vote, 8.3%
Clean: 1 vote, 8.3%
other:
Bring back the mustache!
Big & bushy ... then decide
Mustache!!!!!!!1!!!!
maybe a little longer, for a Ray LaMontagne look...
Try a goatee
Fu Man Chu
Soul patch and mutton chops!

My response: No more mustache. Done it once, don't want to look like a molester. Goatee, don't want to look like my dad. Fu Man Chu, Dr. LeRoy, I love you but that is your look, not mine (also did it once). Soul patch and mutton chops (you didn't look the picture, my sideburns lack just a little too much to pull that one off. So final decision, MORE BEARD!!!
Question of the post:
What do you want to know about Peru?

Saturday, September 26, 2009

New Pics

So these are the last few pictures from my "disappeared" camera and a few I took on a borrowed camera. There are some from Orientation, Life, and artsy. Thanks!!!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Against the Universe

Due to an unfortunate moment, this post is a little less interesting because my camera was (using geographically correct terminology) “disappeared” in Huancavalica earlier this week. Then to top it off, I took some film in to get developed and they screwed up the roll and so I got nothing back. The universe does not want me taking pictures right now.


I want to thank the delegation from the Presbyterian Church who came down this week. I really couldn’t have thought of a better way to get to know the work that the Red Uniendo Manos does here in Peru except through visiting many of our partners here and getting to know their work. Between Sunday and Thursday, we went to church twice, visited children’s education group, discussed earthquake relief with some afro-Peruvian women, visited a squatters site, checked out a new water tour, attended a cake making class, chatted about water problems, got pulled over 10 times, made one “donation,” had a breakfast meeting about local environmental problems, cracked jokes with a firecracker of an Andean woman, failed twice at using a solar cooker, learned about looms, ate LOTS of potatoes, actually felt rain, got lost once, saw thousands of llamas and alpacas (and can tell the difference between them), received the organic farm tour (including the guinea pig barn), had a stimulating discussion about micro enterprise with a women’s group that dries stuff, visited one of the 10 most polluted cities in the world, spent 25+ hours in the car and that is just what I remember. (I would have some pictures for you to see, but thanks to the camera issue, they are not available).


As I have been here for the last few weeks, one general theme about Peru has begun to surface, juxtaposition. Everywhere I look, there are two world that are running into each other at top speed. I want to make sure not to qualify these worlds, but just point how they contradict each other. This makes sense for a country that has an enormous, but “relatively” new mountain range that was created by two plates colliding. On my walk home from work, I pass by a tailor working in a little wood shack that buts up against a 20 foot wall which separates the “real” Peru from the manicured soccer fields that are within. I knelt down and talk to a little girl who doesn’t have a right hand, lives in a squatters village in the middle of the desert and whose mother is gone all day at work and look up to see one of our trip checking his email on his blackberry. I am daily told how dangerous some other part of town is, but always greeted with the warmest of hospitality. These are just a few thoughts. They are not all encompassing. They are not that profound, but it is just something that has been on my mind for a while and will continue to be for a while.


So, I’ve been gone for a month. I need a little input. I haven’t shaved since I left and would like opinions on whether which direction my facial hair should go. Here are a few pictures to help you decide which is best and then click on this link and take the one question survey.

Let me know, beard, stubble, or clean shaven?

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Peru Orientation

Before diving into my time here in Peru, I do want to thank everyone for their comments on the passage that we discussed after my last blog entry. I do want to say that I do not completely agree with his stance either, but it was interesting to see and come into contact with other interpretations of the bible, especially ones on passages that are well known. I do not think his thoughts were heretical, but neither were they spot on. I do just like hearing biblical reminders of how we need to be caring for the least of our world in a society that is structurally sinning against them.

I have been here in Peru since late on the night of Aug 31. I can’t believe it has almost been two weeks. We have been quite busy with devotionals, museums, trips to ruins, discussions on fair trade, Peruvian history, fake money, economics and a trip to the fountain park here in Lima.

One general theme that really struck me in a few of the trips to ruins that we have taken, was their proximity to the rest of life. We went to one called Huanca Pucllana which was right in the middle of Miraflores (one of the nicer barrios here in Lima). It was very strange to stand on top of the main temple and look around at all of the elegant apartment buildings that surrounded it. At another, Pachacamac, it was very interestingly placed between the beach (and the Pan-American Highway, yes that goes all the way to Alaska), the desert, a fertile valley, and a squatters settlement that has started to encroach in on the site. I really feel that this is a good explanation of Peru. It a country filled of different cultures that are living right next to each other. There are 3 main regions (coast, mountains, Amazon jungle), multiple languages, 80% are impoverished, but also a very strong right population. I really don't know what to take from that, but it is interesting to be able to go to every different street corner and see bits and pieces of so many different cultures running together.

One of my favorite parts of being abroad is listening to stories. I know that my Spanish isn’t quite sufficient to really comprehend everything that is said and it is far from being strong enough to really debate people’s thoughts. But to hear how people live and what brought them to the place in which they are makes me happy. This is one reason that I like taking taxis. My normal questions that spark conversation are “how has the night been” or “how long have you been a cabbie.” Some speak of how the city has changed. Some discuss how they haven’t worked in that job for their entire time because other jobs come and go. One told me that Fujimori was the best president Peru has had. And some just don’t want to talk, but it is always an experience.

Most morning, our group has done some sort of devotional. The first week, it was led by a man named Edwardo (who is Ginna’s host dad). He was great. This week has been very powerful to me because our friend Efrain has led our devotionals. The theme has been the different blind people in the Bible. This is a great way to look at these miracles. In each one, Christ healed their infirmity, but each one has a particular story. We looked at the stories in Mark 10:46-52, 8:22-26, John 9:1-11, and Matthew 9:27-38. Check them out. Which one stands out to you? Why? The theme that most struck me was that Christ usually required some sort of action or reciprocation of work. For me, the Matthew passage is most potent because it is two blind men who come to Jesus together for sight. They were completely dependent on each other and only together were they able to receive the gift that he is giving. I guess that is kinda the feeling I get about this whole trip. I am definitely blind, and I’d wager that those with whom I’m trying to find God are in need of his help too. That is really our mission here in Peru. We are blindly working together to find some light.

Yesterday we finished our two weeks of training with a trip to photo exposé from the armed conflict here in Peru. Each of the photo has a story that was heard and needs to be heard. I was amazed to see the normal Peruvian faces etched with the grief and pain of living (and dying) through this violent period. It was not a morning I really want to remember, but is something that I can never let myself forget.

So then with a little afternoon of pisco sour making, dancing, a few fair trade artisan gifts, some late night cake and not very much sleep, we are no longer together as a group of 6. I currently am sitting in my bed at the Vargas household. This is my new home. The family is very wonderful and my accommodations are so much more than I could have ever guessed. I am so very blessed. So here we go. I am off tomorrow (Sunday) and the rest of the week with a group from the states who are here to see what we do at the Red. I will let you all know what is up too when I’m back. Thanks for reading and which blind man do you connect with? Paz de cristo.

Monday, September 7, 2009

New Pictures!!!!!!

Hey, I finally got up some pics from this first week in Peru. Here are some from our life and some from my psudo-artsy photographer side. Check them out!!!!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

I'm here, but that is not todays topic

Hi from Peru

Wow, I have been waiting for oh so long to be able to say that to you all. This is really amazing. When we got on the plane in Atlanta (almost a week ago, wow!!!) I couldn’t help but thinking about how this is really happening.

Before I continue too much into Peru, I do want to say a few things about our orientation in Stony Point, New York (Not NYC). I learned that I am an ISFP according to the Meyers-Briggs test. We had a very good discussion with a woman named Jessica Vasques Torres about race, gender and living a life in the “center” (which we used basically as the American power structure: media or media, money, govn’t). The theory that we based the conversation around was the belief that there is a “center” that has power and controls the power and there is a “borderland” that does not have it. The borderland is connected to the center and relies on it for its existence. In reality, those of us from the States are irrevocably connected to the center. It is important to mention that it is not necessarily a bad thing, but that it just needs to be understood in the way that the borders of our society connects with the center. That led into a discussion about who were living in the borders and the re-commitment to those of whom we will be working with this next year. One point that she made that I thought was interesting was the conclusion that the Center removes the culture of some (i.e. Norwegians or British) and accentuates differences or only a small misrepresented portion that they want to be seen in others (i.e. most African and Latin American cultures). Both of these are dehumanizing because they do not see the whole perspective. I can claim myself to be Norwegian and Finish, but I have never been to either, the only Norwegian I know is how to “sit on my lap and kiss me” (and that may even be wrong), I have never worn any traditional clothes. Other than the heritage that gives me my height (dad’s side) and my brown eyes (mom’s side), what of this culture can I really claim as mine? Is it degrading to Norwegians for me to say that I am one of them when I really am not. Is it also degrading to other people from the States that I am trying to escape that. What does it even mean to be “American?” Is it even possible to answer that question? There are so many different versions of “American.” Which one is the “real America?” I know that Iowa will try to claim that, but in reality what makes it that. I really was happy with Jessica’s point that no matter what we say at this point, it is devaluing who we are and who everyone else is too. If you are interested in this or more about the race stuff that we talked about too (that I in the most un-rascit way possible am choosing not to go into for sake of space), check out a book that she recommended called “White like me.”

We also watched and participated in a skit/lesson by Rick Ufford-Chase about the economics of poverty (specifically in Latin America, but is applicable to share with the rest of the world. The point of the skit was to show how basically all the money that is in the world ends up in the hands of the powerful (basically the “center”). It was interesting to see how “petrodollars,” World Bank/IMF loans, and even many countries internal revenue ends up back in the hands of the powerful. And of course these practices are promoted because they help those that make the decisions on what to do. This was really not new information to me thanks to the great education I received at Whitworth and CASP. But what was really interesting was the bible passage that Rick used to back up his beliefs. He used Matthew 25:14-30 and the parable of the slaves and the talents. So often we read this to say that we all aspire to be the first slave who did what he knew how to do and got the most out of his work and are told not to be the slave that only gave back what he was given. Most of the time, this is taken to say that we need to do what we are good at and focus on that. If you are good at hugs do it to the best you can. We were went out to our small groups (thanks Seseme Street group for helping me to get ready) and I argued the normal interpretation. What Rick later explained to us was that his interpretation of the passage was that because the passage does not start out with “the kingdom of heaven is like” as do most of Jesus’ parables, Jesus was telling about life and how it worked in the period. Rick believes we are to be the “lazy” slave who was trying to subvert the “norms” of the society and instead find a better agenda. I like this because it isn’t easy. Far to often we take the Bible to be a tame book, but it really is and always should be revolutionary (but don’t worry mom, I’m not about to take on the revolutionary mantra of other historic Peruvians). But what do you think. Read the passage. Do you agree with Rick or disagree of have something else to say?

Other than these good lectures, orientation was just an amazing time for us to all be together as YAVs and celebrate the work that God is going to do is us. I really was encouraged by my small group to take this on. I really found God in a worship song. Thanks to everyone who helped me get out of the states. Well, I’ve written quite a bit so far, so I won’t get into actual Peruvian life quite yet. Rest your eyes, but not your heart or mind because this is a good passage to hash out as a community. I love you all.

Monday, August 31, 2009

I'm really off

After a great week of being around amazing people, I'm about to go to sleep for a couple hours before heading off to Peru. Please keep praying and tuning in. Maybe there will be more from YAV ORIENTATION 2009 (yea, it was that awesome).

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Monday, August 24, 2009

I'm Off

Well, this is real. I am currently sitting on a plane from Spokane to Minneapolis (then on to New York), in the middle seat, listening to “the Moth” podcast, drinking crappy coffee, with a huge bag of film (35mm 400 B/W, so elegant), and a little painting by Erika tucked between the computer and seat in front of me. I have a backpack full of computer and camera stuff at my feet and another backpack with clothes, soccer cleats and a toothbrush somewhere in the hold. So it is really happening. I have been planning on going somewhere this year since CASP (study abroad trip in spring ’08, see previous posts for more info). I have known I was going to Peru since Placement Weekend in April. A little over two weeks ago, I quit my jobs and have been blessed to get to spend lots of time relaxing and just enjoying life with people that really make it enjoyable.

So I guess the obvious question is how do I feel right now? I feel ready, I think. In one sense, I’ve done this my whole life. My first real international experience was at 1 ½ years old to Mexico. I know that I can thrive in a culture that currently I do now know. I also know that I have spent so much of my life on the go and kinda in limbo that I am ready for a life that is kinda unknown. I really do not know what I am doing this year, but that is totally cool. I love the life on the road. Planes feel so comfortable and normal and turbulence is just like a roller coaster. There is no horizontal surface that can’t become a bed. I think I remember how to speak Spanish (though I know I am quit rusty). I can meet people. I get to take pictures. My life is great. I am so blessed to be able to have these experiences. My blessings are so great to allow me not to “take a year off” or to “find myself,” but mostly just to serve.

The biggest comfort for me is that God is in Peru too. I really don’t know what his plan for me is or what is really going to happen, but I know that he is with me. Our relationship is something that is going to be tested and expanded upon. I hope to learn how to let him be my hands and feet. He will make me learn to lean on him for my very existence and to lean on him in Joy.

So I end this first official post with gratitude and a request. I am SOOOOOO thankful for each of you that are in my life (yes, I am tearing up right now). You have all helped so much in instilling this need to serve in me. I thank my family who has been with me forever. You are all the foundation of my life and will be there for my future too. Thank you for everything. I love you all. Thank you to each of you from my life in Gig Harbor. To all the PHS, HRMS, MCES, and EES people that have helped me to be a real person, thank you. To my leaders at CHPC, GH 1st Baptist, and Lakebay Church, thank you for helping my faith to be real, thank you. To my friends from Whitworth, thank you for opening my eyes to a real world and helping me have more fun that I knew was possible, thank you. To all the other Spokanites who I worked with or got to be around, thank you for making a boring city worth it, thank you. And to everyone else who have helped me to life, laugh, and love, thank you (yes, that is the cover all sentence). Thank you all for helping me thrive. As for my request, I ask that you be involved over the next year. I do now just want to write a blog that is just a laundry list of what I have been doing or just mini dissertations about my thoughts, but I want it to be a conversation. If you are reading this, you have somehow acquired connections to my life, but I ask you to be involved. To contact me directly, please email me at jtobiason08@gmail.com, look me up on skype (jtobiason08). The address for the blog is http://www.thecentralamericanblender.blogspot.com, for the facebook group: http://whitworth.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6781363428. , and for the google group: http://groups.google.com/group/Joeinlima. Please find your own way to be involved. Please let me know what you are thinking and not just for my own sake, but I want this network of life to be traversing as many people groups as possible because we are all interconnected in some way and together we can work to improve this world. So, just to see if people are paying attention and to see if you have made it this far, my first (of many) questions for general comments is: If you were able to go golfing with 3 other people (anyone ever), who would it be and why? I would go with Dave Niehaus, Alex Trebeck, and Barak Obama. I know they are all male and I feel kinda sexist by saying that, but Dave is one of the best story tellers ever (especially when the M’s are being destroyed), Alex shares my love of trivia, and Obama is the freaking president and an awesome dude. What do you think?

Ok, so you’re tired of reading so I’m going to wrap it up. I would love prayer that this week of orientation goes well, that relationships are formed and that we all really learn how to live and serve together. I pray that our trips off to sites around the world go safely. But what I am most pre-occupied about right now is that I can find a community where I feel connected and can find people that can really be bound to me and that we can together find God. You are all great community, but I need some local community too. Thank you for being in my life.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

trying again

ok, this is being more difficult than I thought. If interested, follow this link and click the "join group" link to the right. If this is hard, let me know. I am trying to make communication work for everyone. Sorry

mass email

In the mass hystaria, I am trying to help people find ease. If you read the blog, just keep on doing that. If you want the same information sent to your inbox, please join my google group and I will send it to you that way. I am trying to have a good mass email, but also don't want to be sending it to people that don't want it. So sign up if you are interested. Thanks.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Some reading

I am going to keep this short, but with my position of working with Red Uniendo Manos, I am going to be working in lots of different places. Today I was forwarded this about another worker in Peru and related New York Times article. It is good and is something that you should all read. Thanks.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

35 Days

It is strange that this is becoming my second "re-vamping" of this blog. It is kinda strange to be able to look back on a lot of amazing memories through this thing. If you haven't known me for super long or are just bored, please feel free to see what has helped to make me the idealistic, left swinging, person that I am today.

It may not seem that crazy to say that Peru has been on my mind a lot. I just bought some books on the history and the politics of the country and really want to know more about it. I think that I leave in 35 days which is completly crazy (well, leave for orientation). Just so we are all on the same page, I leave on August 24th to go to New York for a week of orientation and then on to Peru. Once there I will be working with two organizations. I will split my time between the the main office of our local NGO network (Red Uniendo Manos) and another called CENCA. I really don't know what either will entail, but am excited.

There are oh so many thoughts that have been going through my mind lately. One is how blessed I am to have the friend that I do. Ones that will loan you a car to drive halfway across the state on a whim. Friends who really make you happy. Friends that make you laugh. Friends that make you think. But most of all, friends that care about me. I will miss you all.

Ok, that is enough of being sentimental. I'm off to work. I am still in need of money. Please donate. I have only raised/had pledged $3,700 of my $9,000. Thanks to all of you for being involved. Prayer is good too.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Situation with Doña Argelia

During my time in Central America, I was always wondering how my life was going going to be related once I got back. The following are two emails I have sent about an issues that is happening with my Honduran host family. If you have any thoughts on it, let me know.

"Hey guys,
I just got off the phone with my host mom in Honduras. She was telling me about how she is having a stomach problem and needs to have an operation, but can't afford it. She asked me for $200 to pay for it. If it were just an interpersonal relationship, I would have no issues doing it because it is someone that I care about that I can actually help. but at the same time, I am getting the feeling that the Dad in the US who was sending remittances has been moving out of the picture and so I am really afraid of becoming a new source of remittances. I just would love to hear your thoughts. Thank you so much."


"Hey guys
Thank you to all of you who replied to this dilemma. I should give an update. On tuesday morning, my host mom called me again at 6:30 am, so I called her back a little while later and when I asked how she was doing, she started crying and telling me how much pain she was in. That is when I realized that I needed to help them out. So, tuesday afternoon I wired them $200 through Western Union. I haven't talked to them since then, but am trying to make sure that it is understood that this is just to aid her health and is a one time thing. I am still not sure whether or not it was the "right" thing to do, but at the same time, I don't know if there is one. There is just no way that I can say no to something that i can actually do to a woman who is in tears about her pain. I will definitely continue to be in contact with her and hopefully all will improve. Thank you all for your input and if you have more thoughts, please let me know. You are all very special in my life."

I also received some good thoughts from people. If you would like to know, let me know too.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Krista Foundation

Some of you may know this, but I was accepted to be a Krista Foundation (KF) Colleague for the 2009 Cohort. KF was founded by Jim and Linda Hunt after their daughter Krista was killed in a bus accident in 1998 in Bolivia. Krista had gone on the Central America Study Program and then was living in Bolivia with her husband serving. This tragedy guided the Hunts to found the Krista foundation which provides a grant and even more importantly support for young adults who are serving their world. I knew about the foundation because of my time with the Hunts in Nicaragua, but had kinda forgot about it. Then when Anna, Rachel and I were flying back from Louisville after the YAV placement event, we ran into them and Linda basically started shaking me saying "you must apply" (ok a little exaggeration, but you get the picture). So I did and thankfully was accepted. So this last weekend, I was fortunate enough to go up to Camp Spalding for the conference. There are 17 people in my cohort (15 were able to make it). They will be serving everywhere from inner-city tacoma with AmeriCorps, to Chicago with Tony Blair's interfaith foundation, to Florida, to Nicaragua, Ecuador, Africa and South East Asia. It is pretty awesome to see the different ways that people are living out their faith. One of the most impressive thigns about KF is their commitment to keeping people invovled. So there were lots of other colleagues from the previous 9 years of KF. It was really awesome to see the different ways that people lived and continue to live out Jesus' callilng to "go." So we had discussions on "what is beauty," "how the church is changing in Africa," to how to just be present in wherever we are working. So, I want to say thank you to those who put it on and check it out if you're unaware of this work.